
A home for the questions we swallow and the words we ache to say. Essays on love, time, and what it means to feel deeply.
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For years, I hated June 4th long before it arrived. It lingered in the corners of May, waiting. A date that demanded anticipation. A date I lived through twice: once in my imagination and once when it finally came.
This year, for the first...
They say knowledge is power, but sometimes knowledge feels more like grief; and as for me, it sometimes feels like ignorance could make me lead an easier life.
I learned that only 25% of global medical data is based on women. Twenty-five...
Between my morning coffee and my evening tea, I live. Sometimes loudly, sometimes so quietly you could miss me moving from one room to another. The sun rises with a confidence I’ve been trying to learn my whole life, and she sets with the s...
i’m exhausted,
spun out of control, like the world facing the end. i crawl out of bed, obeying a theory not yet disproven. as if the world was flat,
as if schrödinger’s cat started whistling and gave the answer away;
my leg aches, my lun...
There is a version of me that people find very easy to love. She is calm, understanding, always patient. She doesn’t ask difficult questions. She doesn’t disrupt the peace. She shrinks when others need space and never expands again. Strange...
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Not here to find answers—just mapping constellations out of chaos and calling it a life.
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