My Darling Ruin
Ashley the Amourtician \ud83e\udd40\ud83d\udda4Exploring love, obsession, and the shadows we carry, where ruin becomes beauty.
| Platform |  | Pricing | Freemium | Publishes | Twice weekly |
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| Issues | 40 | Founded | 2 years ago | Last Issue | a month ago |
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Avoidant Men Don’t Fall Out of Love — They Run From It
In my time learning about avoidant men, both from personal experience and deep observation, I’ve learned this: men who are avoidant don’t leave because there’s no love.
In my time learning about avoidant men, both from personal experience...
the ocean cries in color
who am i without this depth—
this endless well
that refuses to run dry,
that aches to be touched,
to be seen all the way through.
who am i without my intuition—
that low hum beneath my ribs,
a compass made purely from
instinct an...
to my son
i remember the curls in your hair,
now locked into place
like tiny spirals of sunlight.
your brown eyes—
deep, bright, endlessly curious—
that catch everything
and see right through me.
i remember your laugh,
how it spills over like...
from wounds to wings
a creative adult is
the child who survived,
who hurt so much
and felt a pain so deep
they needed somewhere
to put it.
somewhere that was safe,
somewhere that kept their secrets,
somewhere they could lay their words to rest
without...
the abyss that is me
my surface sparks curiosity.
the strength in my posture,
the sharpness of my tongue,
the way my energy bends
the room around me.
my curls—coiled like smoke twisting in moonlight,
my eyes—wet soil after a storm,
my lips—as ripe and d...
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love child of valentine’s day \ud83d\udc98 and halloween \ud83e\udd87 / enchantress + creatress \ud83d\udd77️ / sensual goddess \ud83c\udf39 / “I am obscene to you, but to myself I simply am” \ud83e\udeb2\ud83c\udf41
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