I've Been Meaning to Say...
Esme Rose MarshWriting on truth, reality and memory.
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The Violence of Growing Up a Girl
In our two-month long conversational streak — one that has been punctuated only by sleep (sometimes only bouts of it at that) — he and I talk about what it would be like to be small again. “I’d apply myself hard,” he says. “You couldn’t pay...
Yes, I'm Avoiding You
I have always retreated to mull over situations and find solutions alone like a bear in torpor. I cover my wounds in moss and set my broken bones with twigs. I do not eat 20,000 calories a day in preparation, but I do swallow my feelings, w...
How to Be a Human in a Bigger Way
I sat on the train home one recent evening feeling hazy and mildly dehydrated as I always am after a day in the office. I shifted from the window seat to the aisle and considered in my loosened grip on reality not predestination but rather,...
Don't Call Me a Survivor
I do not like using the word “survivor” to describe myself as someone who has experienced sexual assault. To me, it is a word we have been sold under the guise of reclamation in order to not feel like a “victim”. To take back some control....
And The Artist Shall (Not) Suffer
It was a Friday night, Nicole had baked focaccia. She had laced nectarine and mozzarella with balsamic and there was hummus and garlic aioli. After perhaps half a bottle of wine, which apparently was all it took, I sunk into the sofa and de...
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Hi, I’m Esme Rose Marsh. I write a free monthly newsletter that explores the coalition between memory and truth. It’s called ‘I’ve Been Meaning to Say’. My paywalled series ‘Shelf of Longing’ launches 11th June \ud83c\udf00\ud83c\udf00
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