Delulu, Heartbeats & Heartbreaks
NeecieWriting that touches on belonging, femininity, love, parenting, trauma, anti-capitalism, and the existential crisis of the eldritch millennial. Delulu, Heartbeats & Heartbreaks explores the scrutiny of self, status quo, and sexuality through poetry.
| Platform |  | Pricing | Only free issues | Publishes | Weekly |
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| Issues | 20 | Founded | 2 years ago | Last Issue | 4 months ago |
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discontent
I am not happy, but not unhappy. I am the slow blink before the sigh when you ask someone, “how are you?” I don’t know how to answer, and sometimes I don’t want to answer. It’s ingrained in us to make small talk, and we know it’s coming jus...
"not trying to be a dick, but—"
(tw: drug abuse, domestic/verbal abuse - please take care of yourselves)
The contempt in his eyes and caustic remarks made it painfully clear to me that his “nasty phase” had begun.
This time, it was because I hadn’t finished washing the...
when this light goes down
This poem was originally published in Issue 6 of Tiger Leaping Review, on September 24th, 2025. This particular issue is filled with wonderful stories and poetry, from writers around the world. You can view it on their website here.
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k-dramas make me cry
“Does real love even exist to begin with?”
Gong Ji-hyeok asks this question aloud as he sits on the beach with Go Da-rim, the dark waters around Jeju Island twinkling in the moonlight. I’m six episodes deep into Dynamite Kiss, and the angs...
it is 4:32 & i am the only 1 awake
I have been debating for entirely too long on whether to write a new post and go all in1 , or just write my dead little heart out in my diary2.
Instead, I will half-ass both; and probably cry myself to sleep.
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or as all in as my current...
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Denise ‘Neecie’ Buitre (she/they) is an absolute delight (or menace, depending on the day); she writes about existential rage. \ud83c\udf38 Find her on Instagram: @neeciesnotes & as always, free Palestine \ud83c\uddf5\ud83c\uddf8\ud83c\udf49\ud83c\udf3f
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