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Hello everyone, this short story is a continuation of two other stories. To read the first two click on the buttons below.

1 - I wasn't right

2 - we wasn't no good together


But in the end, I r...

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we wasn't no good together

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I think I almost killed a guy once. Or at least got as close to killing as I’d like to.

I wasn’t in my right mind, I know that much.

Yeah, I used to think that those mental hospitals and...

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I remember

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We drift down the old back country roads. Fence lines and pastures. House windows spewing light into the darkness. The touch of skin as she passes the blunt. Incubus’s Aqueous Transmission boom...

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What is American Football?

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To us here in the United States of America it’s long been known as soccer, but to much of the rest of the world it’s always been football.

As we turned into 2026, I turned the page on Peter...

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American Football

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It’s strange, sitting here reading John’s writing, his confessions. Knowing what happens in a way, yet curious to meet the man who wore the gloves. The side of John I never knew. Maybe you h...

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    Lover. Bipolar and mental health advocate. Dog dad. Most of the work found within is based on personal experience with a veil of fiction. Short stories, poetry, and personal essays.

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