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She Still Has a Key

Content note: this piece deals with psychological abuse and coercive control, and includes a description of an abusive partner suggesting I would be better off gone, along with references to suicidal ideation. Please take care of yourself w...

42 hours ago
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The Fifth Language

PROLOGUE

The pop of a pickleball hitting a paddle is a specific sound, flat and a little cheap, nothing like the heavier thud of a tennis ball, and I was standing at the edge of a public court in Kingston listening to about six of those...

4 days ago
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The Fraud I Learned to Become

A small interruption before we begin, because apparently even vulnerability now requires administrative paperwork.

If you’ve been reading Now That I’m Still Here for a while and these essays have made you laugh, think, feel seen, or occ...

6 days ago
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THE STATE OF THE UNION

A note filed before the address begins, in Shadow’s voice: This record includes a diagnosis, a marriage that turned into a weapon, and two nights I do not discuss lightly. If any of that touches something in you directly, the number is 988....

10 days ago
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What Does Your Impostor Tell You?

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  • Christopher Carazas

    Writer. Memoirist. Survivor. Still here, despite several strongly worded complaints from life.

  • The Therapist Who Came Undone

    Psychologist and writer, sharing (anonymously, for now) from both sides of the therapy room. This is where the mask comes off. I write about falling apart and the messy, brave work of becoming real.

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