
A newsletter about survival, storytelling, mental health, humor, and hope after ruin.
| Platform | Pricing | Freemium | Publishes | Daily | |
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| Issues | 205 | Founded | a year ago | Last Issue | 2 days ago |
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Something moved into this house that doesn’t smell like anything. I hate it most for that. No scent to find. No throat to plant against. Nothing I can do the one thing I was built to do to.
I used to guard simple things. Diesel trucks. Che...
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PROLOGUE
I hear myself say “thank you so much” in a voice that does not sound like mine.
I don’t remember agreeing to use that voice. I don’t remember agreeing to any of this, actually. The mug in my hand that I didn’t pour. The water...
I was told I needed minimal support. Nobody asked who had been providing it.
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The writers behind this newsletter.
Writer. Memoirist. Survivor. Still here, despite several strongly worded complaints from life.
Just a girl learning to live well alongside chronic illness. Old soul. Deep feeler. Writing to explore both the ache + joy of being human.
Former ad exec and one-time podcast sidekick. Now writing memoir-driven stories and unfiltered reflections, served with humor and heart. Never AI.
I’m Bill Slayton, Pediatric oncologist, musician, and storyteller exploring the healing power of compassion through art and medicine.
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