
A newsletter about survival, storytelling, mental health, humor, and hope after ruin.
| Platform | Pricing | Freemium | Publishes | Daily | |
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| Issues | 232 | Founded | a year ago | Last Issue | 42 hours ago |
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Content note: this piece deals with psychological abuse and coercive control, and includes a description of an abusive partner suggesting I would be better off gone, along with references to suicidal ideation. Please take care of yourself w...
The pop of a pickleball hitting a paddle is a specific sound, flat and a little cheap, nothing like the heavier thud of a tennis ball, and I was standing at the edge of a public court in Kingston listening to about six of those...
If you’ve been reading Now That I’m Still Here for a while and these essays have made you laugh, think, feel seen, or occ...
A note filed before the address begins, in Shadow’s voice: This record includes a diagnosis, a marriage that turned into a weapon, and two nights I do not discuss lightly. If any of that touches something in you directly, the number is 988....
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The writers behind this newsletter.
Writer. Memoirist. Survivor. Still here, despite several strongly worded complaints from life.
Psychologist and writer, sharing (anonymously, for now) from both sides of the therapy room. This is where the mask comes off. I write about falling apart and the messy, brave work of becoming real.
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